17 April 2022

We went for 2nd opinion at KK Hospital on Saturday and confirmed that it is unlikely that there will be any growth. I took misoprostol this morning and experienced quite a bit of cramps and pain before I started bleeding. The pain was manageable, though I felt quite weak. It was so painful that I did not manage to get up and say hi to Mummy when she came. Maybe I am just not too used to cramps. I don’t know how women with endometriosis handle their monthly pain.

I think there is still more discharge to come. Or there should be more from what I’ve heard. Hopefully my body will be able to cleanse out properly.

I have miscarried.

Dear Hashbrown, maybe it is not the correct time. You deserve a healthier embryo so that you will grow up strong and healthy. We love you very much and we look forward to your return. See you later, Hashbrown. Lots of love, Daddy & Mummy & everyone else.